Life with a Tear Drop

My New Tab Case

This is my Tab Case, before I go creative with it, Now it is a modified tab case!

Random lines 2

Thought I'd write up a few random lines that crossed my mind lately!

When you hurt some one,  you are hurting more!

When things happen in life every thing happen at the sametime, othertimes life is boring!

What comes around goes around! When you say or do something, then you should be prepared to take it back (for another to do the same back at you)!

In any job, task or project hardest part is before the begining, the research! It also take the longest of time too!

Sometimes you have to do what you have to do, it also will either make or break the situation!

Everything in life happens for a reason, if not you'll find a way to reason! That's just how human brain work!

learning to understand a mechine is thousand fold easyer than trying to understand a person!

When you have pressing matters in hand is the time when you find most of the distractions!

If you don't want some one to know something you'll not tell it at all, but if you tell that person that you have some information you will not divulge, it probably means that you want some him to know about it, you are a blaber mouth or you're really stupid!

Sometimes the things that are said to be done in the most grown up manner are the childih ones of all!

Hardest life is the honest and truhfull life, it is also the life that will give you no reason to fear or be uneasy! 

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Getting reaqquianted with an old friend

Been going through the entire blog to see if I had mentioned her before, apperantly not. So I have to recount the history of our friendship.
I occationally visit the gangarama temple, and there was a time when I had to go there early in the morning for about two weeks at a streach. During this time I made friends with both Raja and the parrots who come to feed in the morning. I will put up some of the parrots pics later whrn I can dig them up.

Now you better be wondring who Raja is, because that is what I wil tell you next. He was the owner of the second longest pair of tusks in Asia, untill he passed away last year. But when I was visiting the temple in the early hours he was very much alive and active. I saw that most people buy cooking leaves from the person who bring them to the temple kitchen and feed him. So naturaly I had to start feeding him too. Somedays I would take some rasakinda (herbal plant) that used to grow at home. Raja loved them, and would start dancig, literraly dancing when he see the bag. It was fun and gave me so much joy to see his reaction. Also no matter how much you give him food it will never be enough!

It was during one of these visits that I met ganga, she was sort of visiting the temple to partipate in the katina perahara. I fed her a couple of times too. But she had to go back.

After Raja's death they had brought her back to stay permanently. When I visited the temple recently, I saw her but it was only the day before yesterday that I could pey her a proper visit. She is the cutest baby elephant, with adorable behavior! With two mini tusks hidden behind her mouth, only about six feet tall and only eight years old. First day I paid her a short visit and asked the caretaker if it is ok to bring her food. He said it was ok. So the next day I set off with a ripe big watermellon in my bag and my cousine sister by my side to visit her. The moment I went near her I told her that we brought her somefood, her reaction was to start dancing, well at least the closest thing an elephant could do to dancing. When the water mellon finally came out of the bag, (by the time we got there it had found refuge right at the bottom of my backpack) the caretaker cut it in pieces. Feeding her was no trouble, all we had to do was to hold it in front of her and she would grab it with her little trunk. My sister and I took turns feeding her. When all two killos of the watermellon had dissapeard she would still streatch her trunk asking for more! Naturaly being an elephant that was not enough, poor gal. Next time I visit her I'll get her more.

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People and how they think

People sometimes fascinate me, I like to watch them and sometimes I find myself wondering away about them. I mean why they behave the way they do. Often find myself making judgements on people not always with the best of results from it.

Yet they remain fascinating creatures!

So what made me talk about people today?

One of the numerous conversations with mom where we disagree.

Frankly, I never understand what she means and never will (this specific kind of conversation).

The conversation was something about what other people think, about the things you do and say, what they make out of these things. I mean what does it matter what they think. I know and understand if she had asked me what my work colleagues would think, they do matter because I have to work with them and they help me get my work done so I most of the time value their opinions (but not always – I can be a bit stubborn too). Then if she asks me what a person I had never met and will never meet again most probably would have thought. I do not really care what she think, she barely know me and I her. It is none of her business what I do say or think. Even if someday we meet her again, if she thinks wrong of me and do not want to associate me, I would say good riddance.

Sometimes there are people who material things & opinions of the society matter more than the people close to you, I mean they dont mean it, but ultimately that is what they do give your loved ones the second place next to the society who has nothing to do with you. I dont know if I do this myself, (I hope not) I try not to. But when I see it happening it annoyes me and angers me a lot. Especially when my mother does it.

End of the day if you have lead a life where you do no worng to anyone or to yourself, why would you be afraid of what other people expecially people who have sinned more than you, woul think of you? fruit for thought!

Live life! Love Life! Love humanity! Do Good! Feel Good! When in despair take a deep breadth and think It will be alright in the end, If it is not alright then it is not the end yet! (*_-)!

Beauty of the fall!

I came accross this when I was digging around in my collection of poems from the schooldays. Thought I'd dedicate it to the trip we went on recently to the KKG resort. Where on the last day we visited Makeli Ella. I didn't want to come back from there. But the guys managed to drag me away. A water fall is a place which you can stare at for hours and not know time pass by.

So Here's to Makeli Ella!

Tribute to war Heros

 

When we were in school we had to sometimes write to the solders as a project to encourage them at the war front, and war was a popular topic for poems those days. Here are a couple which I wrote!



A sad story

This one I wrote when in school. We had a lot of monkeys around (not the human kind) and they were a nuisance at times, but this is a thouching story.


We were studing in class and then one girl pointed at something. To see it was this Mother monkey who was sniffing at something. Further observation revealed that it was her kid who had died. She thought it was playing a prank and was hiding away from him to see if he would get up. It was touching and I had to write about it.

More from school days

I got my poems from schooldays scanned in so I wil publish them in batches when I get time to sort them out. Just remember these were written was when I was a kid of 12 to 18 so excuse me if it seem dry/obvious or too stupid. They are too precious not to share anyway.

When I decided to put all these in a collection Here are my dedications to my mother and father

Before that they were scribbled on the edges of notebooks, exam papers (coz there wern't enoutgh to write as answers I had enough time to scribble away after submiting the answer sheet) (*_-)

Here is one like that written after an exam:

Collection of random poems

Life is a bliss

Life is a bliss

when happiness flows
along the path of life
but when in dispair
it turns hollow
and rains all sorrow
 

Farewell Nishu  

Smilling and Laughing on the lawn
Like the sunshine at the Dawn
You were a blooming flower
bringing joy at the lunch hour


With heaps of tales to tell us
Keen ears that always listen to us
Sparkling with a light of your own
We'll miss you when you are gone
 It is not a good bye really
but a see you later honey
making sure you stick by
skype and Facebook to say hi

Glimps from the Past

This is the first instalment of a collection from my schooldays, will post the rest of them in the near future!

Me and my Creative Dream

I remember being asked what I wanted to do and I answered that someday I wanted to incorporate creativity in everything I do. This was about 6 years back and that time I wanted to sound cool, also this idea was something like window shopping, you know when you see some thing and feel that it would be nice to have. It felt nice if I could do it.


From that to today there were times when doughts arised about my creativity, but I felt it in me all the time. Today creativity is why I earn money. Creativity is what make me happy. Creativity is how I escape through tight spots. I have creativity incorporated in my life in a ways I did not forsee that time. I have not fully realised that dream yet. But I see and feel myself being lead there. Thus I am in a way satisfied with my life today. With all the ups and downs in it. Although I have no idea what is instore for me tomorrow!

Watercolor

I was playing around with some tuts recently, this is one of the images I came up with.

I hate life

Life - is wired
I thought I loved it
but now i hate it
will love it again
tomorrow
Why don't life leave me alone
to be on my own
where not one can hurt
or I cant hurt them

But then
It will be terribly lonely
And I hate to be alone
now I am confused
Cant I just be me
and do every thing right
or every thing I do is right
even murder!

I don't like life right now !

Freedom of Flight!

Heavenly dancing! (the elixir in my life)