What is Love?

This was my comment on a friends post and thought it came out nice! hehe :D

"Love is friendship, caring enough to want another person happy it is everywhere and there are many forms of it too, love for mother/father, brother/sister, friend orr..... it could be a person you want to share your life with, all your smiles and sorrows, anything and everything important to you or any thing not important. You maynot know it when it is there, you cant touch it, smell it. But you will always feel it, and it will make you happy to feel it too. At least that is what I think love is all about! does it exist in real life? I think so!" What do you think?

A wish for the End!

Think I have one wish

Feel it ought to come true..

Cant take it no more

Why I know not!

This aint true...

Admit it I cannot do

Yet I have a wish

A wish to end it all

A wish to cure the pain

like a bird with no brain

I struggle with the

Wish I have

It give hope in a way

To take it all

To bare the pain

To raise the brain

TO erase the past

To lay the path

Yet.....

The coming true

is an action I do

This I can not do

Call me a cowerd

Yes I am

will not pick up that knife

nor the pistol

jump in the river

walk to the sea

fear prevent me

keep me stuck here

frozen in my seat

wishing...

just wishing

That Death walk to me

as I will not to him....

Because...

it is the wish

of the end for all

A wish for Death

is my Deathwish!

Vote for my friend!

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A thought of consequences!

A thought I have
it cannot be said
it cannot be written
it will not be painted
what should I dotear it away and dump it in a bin?
tuck it away deep within?
and not turn that leaf again?

but
nagging me it comes back
pinching me ever so lightly
refuses to be binned or tucked away
the thought is just there telling me
"Idiot, I am never going away, why do you bother?"
I give up and let it be

yet
I can live with it
with consequences

Me and my Creative Dream

I remember being asked what I wanted to do and I answered that someday I wanted to incorporate creativity in everything I do. This was about 6 years back and that time I wanted to sound cool, also this idea was something like window shopping, you know when you see some thing and feel that it would be nice to have. It felt nice if I could do it.


From that to today there were times when doughts arised about my creativity, but I felt it in me all the time. Today creativity is why I earn money. Creativity is what make me happy. Creativity is how I escape through tight spots. I have creativity incorporated in my life in a ways I did not forsee that time. I have not fully realised that dream yet. But I see and feel myself being lead there. Thus I am in a way satisfied with my life today. With all the ups and downs in it. Although I have no idea what is instore for me tomorrow!

Waiting!!!!

It was a very long wait..

A life time to be precise...

I have looked far and wide...

North South East and West

Even in the News...

But not till now have I seen anything...

Yet the wait is not over...

Got to wait just a lil bit longer...

Hope I’ll survive the ordeal...

What is multi-tasking? Can I multi task?

Now I thought I knew what multi-tasking is, but then I successfully managed to confuse my self resently! So I thought I must share this thought and confuse all of you in turn! [Sorry about that could not resist it]

I can do a wide range of work as in where ever I go I find myself doing almost all the types of work that would be available. Which does not always classify in one category. So I have been called a jack of all trades quite a few times. This made me think that I can multi-task.

But.......

This bit of the story I sort of knew before but it sort of ... hit me on the head resently. I was really concentrating on some thing and some one wanted to ask me a question, well I didn't hear her until I was done with it and my brain came out of totally. The point is that when I concentrate on something really heard I don't see or hear any thing. But this is also conditional, Say all I have to do is copy some information from one place to another and there is a requirement to keep on doing this quite a number of times. This is a time when I can talk to people get invovled in the conversation going around. But say doing this write up or some other task demand my full attention I don't even know if I get killed on my seat.

So what does it mean? Can I or Can I not multi-task?

What do you guys think?

Can you multi-task? What do you think is 'multi-tasking'?

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Well I am in a mood today! Good? Bad? I have no idea. It is a wired mood. I feel good actually as if I am strong enough for anything. This is a step up from what I've been going through lately. What to do when people don't operate on the same wave length as I do.

So here I am writing after a very long time. I've become philosophical lately. I've always been a bit of it. But recently Ive seen how much I can go. It is so annoying. I've got an explanation to everything when, all I want is to crawl into my dismantlement and mope. But no I have to know exactly why this is happening to me and understand it perfectly and tell my self that I have to do the time when I have to do the time. Annoying ha?

Well I should not be talking about all that today, when am actually feeling a lot better and a bit extra nutty. Or may be I should share a few views of mine with you. I think not not today my writing mood has passed. Starting to get sleepy.

Booooo!