for Thursday Challenge! (Building - hut)

This is my submission for this week!

This is a traditional hut of the farmers in Sri Lanka! (not that they live in them now a days!) The small hut mounted on a stand is called a Vee bissa where we store the harvest!

rainbow in the skyline

I see colores
lots of them
they hover above me
around me
and all over me

the wet breeze announce
the end of thunder and storm
it is time to light the
world with the shimmer
of sun light

the moon is so bright
light is so nice
warm and soothing
life look great
with hope and calm

yet what is that dark cloud
that loom near by?

I hate life

Life - is wired
I thought I loved it
but now i hate it
will love it again
tomorrow
Why don't life leave me alone
to be on my own
where not one can hurt
or I cant hurt them

But then
It will be terribly lonely
And I hate to be alone
now I am confused
Cant I just be me
and do every thing right
or every thing I do is right
even murder!

I don't like life right now !

Why do shadows from past come back? Do we put them behind us or beside us?

I really need an answer to that question!

This is unfair just when I decide that it is time to move on, Life grab me and hold me back not letting me go. And my mother she teams up with my enemy (X-boyfriend)and she helps him. How fair is this? He decide to leave and I have to leave, now when he want to come back I have to let go of all my pain suffering & guard(because my mom is involved). No I am not going to do that.

I am so angry no not angry confused and very annoyed to write anymore! This is annoying! and have no idea what I've written. cant be bothered reading either!
I hate this.

Story of the bag

Long time no see -- ha? Yeah was a bit busy, was lost in a lot of images (*_-) !

anyways here is a story I had to upload!

It is a picture story! and the narrator is a little bag called "D" am stealing his owners nickname!

So here is the story!

I went out one day with my owner and my buddy (her new phone)
She went to meet her friends... I think she was supposed to give them a treat.
We were just lying on the table while she was scribbling away, til her friends decided to turn up.

Then came a little girl with a loud voice and a camera.. to see she is one of them too.

She got so exited when she saw me and was taking my pictures. I should admit it I did enjoy posing for her in the beginning.








Then I got tired!



She didn't realise that I was tired, She kept clicking away! I got annoyed with her.



She wouldn't stop so I decided to let her be and listen to some music!



But It was a fun visit all in all!

Fear make you strong!

This might be a strange topic, but this idea suddenly popped in my head at work one day!
Was trying to write a poem out of it for some time now. here is what I came up with!

Fear

It make you unstable
you lose control or freeze
you cry or die
but it also make you strong

It is why you don't get close to danger
It is why you watch your back
It is why you take care not to lose
It is why u are immune to emotion
It is why u smile all the while
It is what make you think before you act
It is what make a mother protect a child
It is what keep you close to your loved ones

It is the underlying reason behind most of our actions

Take fear in your palm keep it close
Do not let it consume you but teach you
Some of the important lessons in life!

Thoughts for the Wishing well! - Why I need a Tablet notebook (So bad)

I meant to write this a few days back and even wrote it down so I won't forget. But my life is such that I seriously need to find a wishing well to put these thoughts in it!

Why do I need a tablet Notebook

Because my PC is currently unconscious it suddenly decided not to boot up and I need to take it to my friend who will fix it for me (Bummer :(( ! )

Because I really need a mobile computer, So I can use it while I watch TV, before going to sleep, at Dinner, on my way to work (hopefully if mom let me take it)
Because Then I can read e-books, go online, and watch movies at my bed (and not bother mom too much at night - she hate to sleep when the light is on, my computer is very close to her bed)

Because I love sketching and don't have a scanner! (Taking pics of them and uploading them are a bit of a hassle and would like to do otherwise) (Why It has to be a Tablet not a normal Laptop)

Why I cant get it!

TOooooooooooooooooooooooo expensive! I need to get a really good one that cost about 2Lks of LKR because I wouldn't be buying one for years to come and cant be bothers putting up with fixing it when it crash.

So this one goes in the wishing well with a 1 rupee 'coz I cant find a penny!

Ruins

Broken In need of repair is this Thursday's Challenge! Here are the ruins at Belilena

Dancing again!

I am fairly certain after this post you are going to get fed up of me talking of dancing! So I will mention the dancing part about last Saturday, first so you will forget about it by the time you finish reading this post!

So here goes... I was dancing...... n dancing.... n dancing...... for three hours. Only breaks were the time I went off for water! and loved it so much. I am still dancing (in my head)

Now about the evening!

This was a function at office, something like a high profile business meeting with loads of fun at the end!

It started off bad for me! I was supposed to be there by 5:30 but was still stitching my blouse by 5:30 so it was 6:29 when I got there just before the presentations began.
Let me describe what I was wearing! It was a bright yellow sari with the shawl part of it taken from the back and brought it in front replacing the sleeve of the blouse, as the blouse was sleeveless. And very ethnic looking earrings, that I made by my self! (I love them both the sari and the earrings)

I managed to go in time for the Design team picture, but not of the entire group of people who was there. (sigh..!)

Then we had presentations by the senior members in the team about the future plans and what we achieved last year! Then came one of my favorite parts in the evening. Award presentation! Guess who got the quality is the key champion award from the design team! (yup you are right in thinking it was "yours truly")

We had a fabulous dinner! quite different from the usual. Then came the Dancing... you know how that went!

Got home late, sleepy and with my knee caps in my hand as they fell off on the way out! (really!) fortunately they mended over night.

Had a fabulous evening! tiring but enjoyable!
Will put up pics soon after I get them! coz I left my cam at home!

Birtday spirit changes!

I was ideally supposed to write this two days back. Bu I had this strange feeling and didn't feel like writing about it.

Usually when my birthday get closer I would tell about it to every one around me! But this time I didn't bother telling or even bother about getting something new to wear. I only bought it because of my mother.

I went to work in the morning and Started work as usual. I have to admit that I did feel very happy! but not hyperactive like I usually was. No one wished me when I walked in. The strangest thing is that I knew and I didn't even hope that they would remember,It somehow didn't matter.

Only when I offered the milk rise to my friend, he asked me what was special today. Then he remembered that my birthday was supposed to be close. Even then he didn't wish me.. he was like - "It is not you birthday today? Is it?"

Well I just had to grin back. :D

Then came all the wishes. Later I gave them some cake (Lycheese Gateau - Yum yum)

I got loads of hugs and wishes and no gifts except for flowers.

And in a strange way it really did not matter! It was like just another happy day! didn't have the urge to to any thing stupid or special!

Does this come with you being quarter century old?
Or is it that I am finally growing up?
But I like this strange clamness!
Wonder how long it will hold!
It is like I can take in all the worries in the world!
(Thank fully nothing remotely bad happened for the past two days!)

I did have a truly HAPPY BIRTHDAY! coz I got the wishes of ALL the people I counted as being very close.

Thursday Challenge!

Found the Thursday challenge on mickmather 's blog! It looked like fun. So I will be participating in this too!

Here is my submission for today!



Thanks mickmather!

What reading is for me

As much as I love it, this is the truth!

Freedom of Flight!

Heavenly dancing! (the elixir in my life)

Dance Fever!

Dance is a fever! oh yeah! got to experience it in a major way this Saturday!

Oh boy how I loved it. It was worth all the effort. Including the incident when the zipper of the dress coming off half hour before I had to leave for the dance. Cool ha! I didn't have blood in my body by the time I got the zip fixed and got in to the cab.

I was supposed to go to hijinx's place and leave with her. Half way through the journey I realized that I forgot to bring my ticket to we had to go back 4 km to get my ticket from home! It started out disastrous. DAMN!

Finally after getting my dear friend ready and getting some pics before the make up goes off, we were on our way!

I was nervous coz we didn't know meny people in the crowd and couldn't find a table! It was annoying trying to find one too. All the good tables and the ones had empty seats were reserved! Finally we managed to find a table where there were a few afamilier faces!

Then the dancing started boy was it fun! I am still dancing when ever I hear music, even in the bus. But a bit subtle than the time I dance at home.

My most favourite part about it was the twirling of the dress and being spinned round and round and round!

I so want to do that agan!